Not Enough

 It was a contradiction.

I was so content

            to have her next to me

        so lucky

                to see her

                to be able to hug her.

She was so sad

        for a variety of reasons,

        including

            her dissatisfaction

                    with her life

                        which included me.

My joy turned to sadness

        sharing her feelings,

        and then to sorrow

                as I was made to face

                of my insufficiency.